Thursday, December 30, 2010

Special Delivery, closing 2010

Today I got a nice, i consider medium, sized boxed delivered to my house.  It was heavy and it seemed very pristine, as in the box was not crushed, marked up, or scuffed.  I didnt open it right away, because I was in the middle of doing something, and kind of daydreaming about my future.  Hours later, I opened it.... and there it was... my future.

Kaplan had sent me 6 books and some lesson plans and tests and information and... overall stuff.... all for my classes that start on Monday, January 3rd.  I definitely expected it to come.  So I dont know why i was surprised.  I guess its because I get packages all the time.  Anyway, when I opened the box and pulled out all the books, I was scared actually.  Six books is, for me, alot of books.  I tried to study for the LSAT, and GMAT, for that matter, on my own and that was only 1 book.  And now I had six brand new books and information that supposed to help me succeed in my goal of getting a good score on the LSAT.  A score that will ultimately get me into law school, and finally reaching my lifelong dream of becoming a lawyer.

How crazy is that?  Me a lawyer.  ahahaha.. Anyway, I dont know what this new journey in my life will bring, all I know is that I cant be scared anymore to try.  Nothing is holding me back, nothing but me.  And the more I start doing, the less ill stop dreaming about a time I could have been something..... When i'm old, ill know that I had a hard life, from when I was 10 to even now and moreso later... but ill know that i made certain achievements.  Ill know that even though I made huge mistakes in my life, there were some decisions I made that were best for my future.  This is what I have to look forward to for 2011:  becoming a law student.

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